October 2009
cold and alone
and i cannot even begin to explain the immense relief i feel because i’m going to bed before midnight.
even if it’s 11:56 right now.
goodnight, xxo.
“and there was never any place for someone like me to be totally happy.”
– cavanaugh park, something corporate
conversation #8575
darlingyourstruly: don't you dare
darlingyourstruly: this really isn't your fault
darlingyourstruly: if i was with you right now, i would hit you.
sarah: if i was with you right now, i would hold you tight.
“as i’m finding the words… you’re getting away.”
– i’m ready, jack’s mannequin
“i’m willing to break myself, i’m not afraid.”
– break myself, something corporate
this is for you
i went out to eat this evening. the last time i had been to this restaurant, it had been before a play my aunt had directed, as well as some of her colleagues (my teachers).
my favorite teacher sat beside me. we shared a crème brûlée, and chatted about my future.
i have since graduated from the school she taught at, and she has since died.
being in this restaurant brought back memories. i cried...
“So, I guess I trusted you a bit too much. When I let you hold my heart in your...”
– (via gildedbutterflies-) (via tearsandlaughter)
September 2009
LIST. what sarah and i are going to do
- watch disney movies all night long with a bottle of vodka.
edited: - wear pretty dresses, drink fancy drinks, and watch disney movies.
- go to a strip club.
- go to paris. not only to buy pretty scarves.
- to to england. or rather, move to england.
conversation #8574
darlingyourstruly: OH MY GAWD, rain.
sarah: i know, right?! urgh. its kind of pretty if you're not under it though. :)
darlingyourstruly: i agree! it's like that for some people too...
“you have found her, now go and get her.”
– hey jude, the beatles.
“we are more than just good friends, this is how the story ends.”
– sk8er boi, avril lavigne
conversation #8573
darlingyourstruly: aww! we were getting some fresh air.
darlingyourstruly: i had like, just thrown up.
k-rod: ...y?
darlingyourstruly: i have some kind of flu, i think.
darlingyourstruly: i wasn't just throwing up for fun
don't let me down
headache wins.
i’m having a nap.
i thought i knew
i love the absolute stillness when i put my head underwater.
i hear my heartbeat in my ears. steady, fast.
you could be yelling my name, and i wouldn’t hear a thing.
steam is coming off my body, but i don’t feel any heat.
“i’m like a superhero, with no powers or motivation.”
– tshirt
conversation #8572
darlingyourstruly: we seem to have become very close, very suddenly
sarah: yeah..
darlingyourstruly: do you mind?
sarah: do i mind?!
sarah: no, i love it
sarah: do you mind?
darlingyourstruly: oh good! no, not at all! i absolutely adore it!
