cold and alone
and i cannot even begin to explain the immense relief i feel because i’m going to bed before midnight. even if it’s 11:56 right now. goodnight, xxo.
and there was never any place for someone like me to be totally happy.– cavanaugh park, something corporate
darlingyourstruly: don't you dare
darlingyourstruly: this really isn't your fault
darlingyourstruly: if i was with you right now, i would hit you.
sarah: if i was with you right now, i would hold you tight.
as i’m finding the words… you’re getting away.– i’m ready, jack’s mannequin
i’m willing to break myself, i’m not afraid.– break myself, something corporate
this is for you
i went out to eat this evening. the last time i had been to this restaurant, it had been before a play my aunt had directed, as well as some of her colleagues (my teachers). my favorite teacher sat beside me. we shared a crème brûlée, and chatted about my future. i have since graduated from the school she taught at, and she has since died. being in this restaurant brought back memories. i cried...
So, I guess I trusted you a bit too much. When I let you hold my heart in your...– (via gildedbutterflies-) (via tearsandlaughter)
LIST. what sarah and i are going to do
- watch disney movies all night long with a bottle of vodka. edited: - wear pretty dresses, drink fancy drinks, and watch disney movies. - go to a strip club. - go to paris. not only to buy pretty scarves. - to to england. or rather, move to england.
darlingyourstruly: OH MY GAWD, rain.
sarah: i know, right?! urgh. its kind of pretty if you're not under it though. :)
darlingyourstruly: i agree! it's like that for some people too...
you have found her, now go and get her.– hey jude, the beatles.
we are more than just good friends, this is how the story ends.– sk8er boi, avril lavigne
darlingyourstruly: aww! we were getting some fresh air.
darlingyourstruly: i had like, just thrown up.
darlingyourstruly: i have some kind of flu, i think.
darlingyourstruly: i wasn't just throwing up for fun
don't let me down
headache wins. i’m having a nap.
i thought i knew
i love the absolute stillness when i put my head underwater. i hear my heartbeat in my ears. steady, fast. you could be yelling my name, and i wouldn’t hear a thing. steam is coming off my body, but i don’t feel any heat.
i’m like a superhero, with no powers or motivation.– tshirt
darlingyourstruly: we seem to have become very close, very suddenly
darlingyourstruly: do you mind?
sarah: do i mind?!
sarah: no, i love it
sarah: do you mind?
darlingyourstruly: oh good! no, not at all! i absolutely adore it!